Indifferent

I was really bored. Really, living here could get really boring. Plus, 'summer' is coming to GM. The weekend afternoons were mostly spent in a hot, sweltering room, which is definitely better than the hot, scorching sun outside vigorously baking your skin, with all its harmful UV rays. 

The point of boredom had reached its peak when I decided to read back (and occasionally cringed at)  my old blog posts and well, what do you know? I never knew that I was that expressive when writing. Nowadays, my mind could not think of a properly constructed sentence. I rarely read books (sad, isn't it), I do not seem to have any excitement towards life. Life is not exceptionally great, and it isn't as devastating as my PRP year either. It's a perfect balance between both spectra, leading to this lackadaisical, indifferent attitude I have towards life now, which is not a good thing. 

They said January is the trial month, and the new year resolution only started in February. But, it was different for me. I was really focused on achieving my goals for the year 2018, and everything that I planned to do for the month of January, well, I did them all! Including finishing the Part 1 of Chinese Mandarin course on Memrise! Liu Shi Shi shi hen piaoliang le! Bahaha please excuse me, I had been rewatching Bu Bu Jing Xin. But well, for February, the momentum started to go downwards. I had been spending the most unproductive weekend last week, and I rarely write, I rarely read, I rarely cooked, I skipped my Mandarin lessons and well, how am I going to achieve my goals for the year 2018? Consistency and discipline is the key to success! 

I am determined to get back on track once again! 

And I decided to write on this blog, LOL. Which is probably the first step to get back in the race against time. 

I vow not to put any sad, sob, pathetic, sympathy-inducing stories here. Just like before, this blog shall forever remain as a medium for me to express my thoughts, and to improve my writing skills. Not a medium for me to complaint and rant, as I am now a full-grown, matured adult *ahem*. 

Well, I shall think of certain topics to post to this blog. There are some rough ideas in my mind. But, let's see how. 

I reckon, since there are less people reading this blog now, I will have more freedom to write!!! 

With that, thank you and may you have a nice day!