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Sunday 22 December 2013

Of Dramaticness

"Orang yang dramatic selalu dapat misadventures"- quoted by me.

It happened again.
The question is, should I embrace this 'dramatic' side of me?
Or should I shun it, never to become dramatic ever again?

I love this dramatic side of me,
But I agree, I am getting a bit overboard.

There have been lessons/tests that Allah has given me.

Amongst them,
Tests of Confidence (Operation ABORT Inferiority Complexes)
Tests of Not comparing yourself with others
Tests of Perseverance! (oh yes!)
Tests of Not caring what people think of you (yeeesss) 

So far I did well in those tests I guess.
Those tests had lead me towards loving myself and my flaws, by not comparing myself to others, not caring what people think of me, to never give up whenever I failed something. 

But there is another test
"Test of dramaticness". 

A dramatic person will never become a good leader. 

So I think I failed this test. 

There will be a number of tests regarding this. And I hope I will ace them all. Never give up! Nooo!!

And then there'll come another series of tests, all serves to change myself into a better person. 

Till then... 

Tuesday 17 December 2013

Less than a year to go.

Salaam'alaik

Yesterday was the IPhA's Annual Grand Meeting, and it was an event organized by us, the Rx9, the final year/fourth year seniors of Kulliyyah of Pharmacy.

Together with a sarcastic yet very responsible guy, the two of us were assigned as the Heads of Public Relation and Protocol for the AGM. It means that we have to approach the candidates, take their details and forced them to sign the consent forms.

It is not at all an easy job. You'll get stressed out dealing with different kind of people. The deadline is approaching and yet, there is still a number of candidates who wouldn't contend for some posts of IPhA. And thus one day, we found out that a presidential candidate from the notorious 3rd year refused to contend for the presidential post, because he said he was being prank by his classmates.

Then, came the day where some of us final year students marched into the 3rd year lecture hall next door and I went to the rostrum and said "Do you think it's mature for you guys to be playing pranks to someone on an important thing like this?" and "This time, no pranks are allowed!" 

Thus, the election to nominate the presidential candidates was carried out once again. Top 3 candidates were chosen by their batch for the Presidential post. All 3 candidates were very enthusiastic, kudos to them for their efforts.

Anyway, iira and I were paired as the MCs for the election session. It was an informal emceeing and it was fun! It was way better than the last time we were paired together for an informal emceeing which was during our first year. :D Yeah, asides from the inevitable stammers here and there, I'm quite satisfied with our performance last night. 

All 99 of us worked very hard to ensure that everything would turn out okay. Because we were working with each other, of which we had been together for almost 4 years, and that we know each other well (some of us), this spells unity. We were very united when it comes to jobs like this. This AGM kinds of reflects our batch's achievement, all those hard works we had done finally paid off.

And I think I'm gonna miss this moment when I've graduated. 

Honestly, I regret not having much fun when I was at school, because I was focusing too much on my studies, and that there were that inferiority complexes, all those 'internal' problems, the battles with myself, that hinders me from having fun with my friends. Thus, I don't have that much of memories with my friends. 

Thus as I embarked into my foundation years, I have made it clear that 'I SHALL HAVE FUN AND I SHALL MAKE MEMORIES!!' and yes, looking back at those glorious 2 years of CFS, I am glad that I have made that decision. I didn't regret for any single thing that I haven't done when I was in CFS, because, I have done almost everything! I found great friends there, yes. I made great memories, I had lots of fun! Alhamdulillah. 

This 'principle' of 'making memories' continues even until here. So far, I enjoyed the time I had spent with my friends throughout this almost 4 years of undergraduate studies. I joined almost all the activities organized and I can say that I have made lots of memories (bitter and sweet! haha).

So yes, the 1st semester of the final year is almost coming to its end. One more semester to go and we will graduate from this university, armed with knowledge, full with experiences, insya Allah.

I gotta say, that I'm gonna miss my classmates. I'm gonna miss the havocs in the class, sitting together in the lecture halls, trying not to fall asleep whenever the lecturer is talking, haha.

Yup, so that's all from me. Thank you for reading. 

Saturday 14 December 2013

6 years old!!!

6 years ago, a few weeks after I had finished my SPM Examination, with no plan whatsoever on what to do with my life ( I was a confused 17 years old teen), I decided to create a blog. That particular day fell on the 14th of December 2007.

Fast forward to 6 years later, it is now, the 14th of December 2013!!! And I'm already in my final year of the Pharmacy course!!!! 

So, yes. Happy Birthday to this blog!!!! :D


I'll try my best to continue blogging for as long as my head is sane, and as long as my hands could type, insya Allah. 
To you, small number of special selected people who could tolerate my nonsense, dramas and antics, you guys are the awesome-st people on earth! Thank you for reading my blog!!! Feel free to take a slice of cake from anywhere (bayar sendiri!!) to commemorate the 6th birthday of this blog! Hahaha

With that, thank you! :)